Friday, May 28, 2010

785

Your heart lies in my hand pulsating joyous gestures.
My hand feels unworthy of this gift we call love.
When you smile I shift the seasons.
Would you be happy to know I feel the same?

Would you hold my heart with reason?
We develop movement through time, our heart grows and flourishes.
To know you pulls me close.
Speak slow say it true, those words expand there definition.
Once with simple meaning now complex with vast description.

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Love For We Our Not Careless

This selfless act.
Love

Death we fear.
Not because defined as departure from life.
Because
Thought of leaving ones whom you love,
Brings
Such pain such worry.
Devastation

If there was nobody to live for you.
courage
Life will continue.
Survival
A rudder will direct your destiny.

Happiness is not something that is earned,But that is deserved.

We see death darkness beyond eyes capability to observe.
We see the world collapse before our eyes yet we proceed our destructive actions.
Life thrives for more with out the knowledge to stop.
Life strives for a purpose.
We know nothing of the future if we do not guide it.
We as a human race our selfish with out the emotion an affection of love.
Have we lost the ability to care, are we careless?

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

She Would Say It For Pennies Scratched To The Pavement

This adventure we live leads me to cliffs among mountain tops staring down at the towns to week to call them self's a city. I glance at the edge of the cliff with little care, possible to slip with falling rocks my worries were elsewhere. The moon set full to the sky as the sun slowly setting. I witness there carelessness consume land and with hatred it burns. A church steeple piercing the sky now with there faith and with morals they still become victim of greed and judgmental thoughts. When in fact if they truly follow god shouldn't they leave judgment to rightful men. They walk streets with cheerful expressions but when they come upon a man with torn rugged clothing begging for pennies, normal people would have sympathy but they encounter him as if he is unseen.

I walk closer to the edge to come to a stop. I am here above the valley where it is only me to face fears alone. I am powerless to the loins presence, god didn't gift me with power only a mind to think of a way out. Bare hands grip the rough rock each step up creating tension to finger printed finger tips, with unsure thoughts as to where the next step leads. Footprints follow me like a ghost, fear is clouding thoughts. Where must I run to if there is nothing hold my feet in place. I would fall to my death with color of rest.

The sun ceases to be among us darkness shades the earth. Suddenly I am not welcome, a star lit night a frightful climb. I seek the bottom with out a death.

Saturday, May 15, 2010

Time

Time slowly passes with rushing force to move onward with the day.
Time painstakingly leaves your hopes and dreams in the past,
forgetting to proceed with an action, well now its gone.

The future holds little, the past can always be looked back on with regret with the I could have or I shouldn't of`s.
Here under the branches nest several leaves sure to fall and sure to appear again.

Calm waters sprout ripples.
Clear sky's manifest clouds.

Monday, May 10, 2010

Destiny Arising Home

Say it to be free at last. Is it really just a fantasy or am I really flying? There on the table top moves an object with out a visible force. Come close I will shelter you away from the fear to soon dilute your mind. Pushing me to the bottom of this cushion, pressure building. Lungs process this oxygen, blood don't stop now I have only just begun. Please do not haunt me time is only seconds on to minutes then to every hour that makes two dozen a day. 6:59 the nightmare shakes me awake.

Wake up, to see her face coming from such terror actually i couldn't describe why even try. I am lucky as lucky can be she is so much more than words so much more then beauty. You know how some people want something so much they force it into there life. Well this is something more then want or need it happened with out force. Destiny slipped into my arms like leaves falling during fall. It feels so right, it feels so natural.

My arms may become empty, I may become lonesome but just the thought of her brings me home.

Saturday, May 8, 2010

Am I

If I could put a word to how she is
I would have to say it would be perfect
I know putting perfect and people in the same sentence
Is always going to be incorrect
Every being on this earth has flaws
I believe everyone holds a lie deep within
But understanding that that lie could be their defence
Their protection from judgmental outsiders
Being forgiving because nobody's perfect
Everybody makes mistakes.

She isn't nobody
She isn't just somebody
Her flaws coordinating with each positive action
Coinciding with her smiles
I would never guess to see such beauty behind those eyes
She is never too much or never too little
She is truly a quality deserving praise
The kind of quality that has me asking the same question
Am I deserving, will I ever be the man I wish her to be with?
I can only strive to make her laughter blossom
Within the grasp of my hands
Because I wish her hope
I wish her joy
With each thought I wish her the best
With each action I will give her only my best.

Thursday, May 6, 2010

Us and them.

I wish to see the northern lights, I wish to see mountain tops that tower over this city that will soon burn to to the ground with its hate full ways. The world will all ways rotate but when you live with ones who have forgotten guilt the disturbed. Ones who would kill for pennies and walk away with a smile on there face.There deceiving ways to there lies that trail for ages. You have to ask yourself when will there ways be stop`ed by justice a word we have seemed to have forgot.

Living in peace in harmony must be a phrase from the past. The honest kind hearted people the ones that still know the definition of trust. Its a battle between guns and knifes, to some when you say green the first thought that comes in there head would be the greed of money, as I look to the rain forest one of my fondest memory's of green.

Monday, May 3, 2010

Childish tone

Happy is my place not a feeling, not a motion, not a blank stare in the face.
I am where I belong holding your worries back.
I am where my smile stays.
You are the one to share, yes a moment, yes a laugh.
Now I must ask forget the past and remember my arms pushing the negative back.
Happiness is the place I thrive, not a motion, not a blank stare in the face.
I am where I feel to be right.
I am where your smile glows.
You are the one to share, yes a kiss, yes its our smile that makes us laugh.


Please be fearless darling its only nothing I cant fix.
Happiness is my place not a feeling, never lonesome, never a blank stare in the face.
If you forget that smile let me take you back to your laugh.
Please show me that, show me that childish tone.

Sunday, May 2, 2010

indescribable

Our kiss leaves me wondering why happiness blossoms up my spinal cord and flourishes through my neck on to my thoughts.

The thoughts that sing only the best of notes, a breath taking symphony conducting the music of us.

Each note blows through me like the wind, each beat hits as a cliff, there I am falling with out the words to fly.

Each beat, each step, each note.

With a word to lead to the next, passing laughter with a smile, the one that grows to mean the more the more I know.

Our kiss not some replaceable object, not a touch or a touching action.

More like a link a chemical bond a meaningful conversation between lips.