Unwelcome

I try so hard to matter but still I stand to be nothing. The burden you make me believe I am. never have I felt so unwelcome I know your young and you don't know what your saying. These past few week ends have me going home wishing for the end wishing for my funeral to begin. Each time you speak i am breathlessly defeated, I just pray some day you can be understanding.

You make me feel as though I am nothing and if I was existing a burden on society. My love for you has me running with broken limbs that wish to no longer continue, but so long as your in my sights my heart continues to beat. Your love hurts to receive because I know I am unworthy. From day one I took it as a blessing for you to be in my life and to this day it remains the same. I keep praying for your indicating actions or your dictated words to stop bringing harm, but when I look into your eyes I see the pain your trying to convey.

Love to be a mystery a mixture of ecstasy and agony. I have tried but with all effort I fail with all my heart I can no longer go on when ever I fail there is no reassurance. I have had three strikes I am not a father or a husband because in your eyes I must be perfect but I am only a mortal man. Your asking of me to be god when I do not bare faith.

Unwelcome is what I feel a burden is what I am, alone must be.

Does It Hurt When I Say Goodbye?

Does it hurt when I say goodbye? Tell me when I go up into flames will you remember my name?
Oh dearest love oh fondest memory. Do tell me are your words true or just an incorrect sentence repeated on and on. Do you love the man who dies and lives for you.

Does it hurt when I say goodbye? Tell me when I go up into flames will you remember my name?
Oh dearest love would you save your breath it is a lie that must not be shed. I know all to well your eyes bleed of impatience. Your beauty may bring you fame but beneath those eyes I see the pain you are soon to bring. Deep in the dark hole, the pit of sorrow I know is the acceptance I must win.

Does it hurt when I say goodbye? Tell me when I go up into flames will you remember my name?
Say it so, I would hear your truth. Is it all to be wrong Is it all to be loathed? I trust within my self the sky to be blue and the clouds to be white. For I must be brave when I am in love with you.

Does it hurt when I say goodbye? Tell me when I am gone will you carry on my name? In fire and flames I seam to remember your game. Oh dearest will you love a helpless man. Say it true with your heart to be your speech. Now reach within and do tell...

Does it hurt when I say goodbye?

Within Another

The key to her heart lies within another. Someone who tests my patience who`s cry is as common as the wind blows, someone that teaches me day by day the art of clear deliverance. I am not perfect I break too I am not always right but stubborn to the walls content. If the key to your heart lies within someone els I will bring it out with a laugh a smile the expressions you have devoted your life too. I am not the quickest but in the end I come around knowing right from wrong.

The mass amount of apologies can cover a few mistakes but never will it correct my wrong doings. I will push forth with a deferent force although I was never destine for success I will do my best. Lonesome can be fearsome with the courage I will make it through. If it is true ship me off in the sea so deep and blue. If your words are pure I will always be among the stars and sky.

I have see black to florescent green I will survive I will succeed. Never have I fallen to the point I cant return. For you I will devote my life to the key of your heart if you wish your locks to be open. I stumble when I speak but in your arms my actions speak so clearly.

With repetition we will learn to succeed.

Leaving Home

The sky is black the air is cold and the wind fiercely blows south. She said don't leave with all her heart, her tears would drop each time she knew the moments were going to stop. If love holds are bonds tight I hold our faith within my strength. If I fall I will push forth with a different force. If I cant bare the pain I will think of your laugh. If my heart refuses to beat I will remember your words. Each step each moment, through time I will fight to catch you once again.

The courage it takes to be away is the thought to be a stray. Love is more then just being there, love is putting it all on the line so you know there well and alive. So you know with every day there knowing your support is less then a word away. I will be there standing strong through the storms because I know a blue sky is a moment a way.

Have courage you have always been alone.