Finding a god dam job

As I'm searching for a job i notice the similarities between a heroin addict and me frantically looking for a job. I watch every body get there fix while my dealers fresh out. No links that break the divide no hope only a vast sea of hopelessness. I would grab a tool but for what to fill a syringe with the empty air. Apply apply apply move to a different state or join the air force. What the fuck just give me a job or burn me on a god dam cross you fucking Mormons who stare at me like you would the devil.